reminiscing......

there is a time when ur mind suddenly keep on playing ur past...it just make u miss something that used to make u laugh..something that used to make u sad, somebody that u always eager to be with..someone that u share ur dream..make u feel how lost are u..how u feel so left alone..where i'm rite now if i just follow my dream then..how worst it will be if i just embrace it..

thus then will just make u think deeply 'am i doing the right thing to let it go' 'am i happy with what i got rite now' we'll never knew it till the day when u on ur own realize n believe that ur choice are good or vice versa..

it was hard to forget,u spend just so long to make ur dream come true..all the up n down,all the laughter and the pain..it seem so right on the surface but the bitter part is so damn hard to swallow..to go back then u know it will make u suffer...to fight for the future u really need a mountains of courage to do so..it no matter how hard u try to forget bout it,it do haunting u time after time..

cuz it just part of ur memory..ur history..ur xperience..we never learn if we just want to taste the sweetness of life..the bitter u need to taste,tougher u'll be..

just let our mind reminisce...just let the tears drop if it will make u release..let it flow for it will make ur tomorrow bright..life need to go on but history is important..if there is no yesterday,u'll never make it today and u can't decide for tomorrow..

it just so sad if we know it will be much better if u just let it go..but u know the best for u..and if ur decesion is wrong..just remember life is about taking chances..faith gambling..n we know if there is no pain then there is no gain....

so cry ur heart out....let the pain out...cause nobody will care 'bout u untill u care 'bout urself...
live the life...swallow the pain...cherish every moment that ur in..life if so short for us..so grab anything that u mite get..cause at the end of the day i'll help to colour ur life journey....

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